Today I had the blahs…I couldn’t explain it or tell you why. But seriously, I think I could have just sat and cried for hours and felt good about it, and if you know me at all you know that’s not me. In reality I should be one of the happiest, most ecstatic people around…I leave in two and a-half days to fly to Ireland to spend time with my brother and his family, The March Gang. I am totally psyched about this, I still have a lot to do (packing, purchasing last minute items, etc)…but still I’m excited. I don’t know if it was coming down off the high from last night’s church service (which totally rocked), or the fact that I can be kinda stupid sometimes and allow myself to get into situations that I KNOW have no positive outcome, or that I just needed to have a blah day after all the happiness I’ve had lately. Our bodies and moods cycle…who knows. What is so weird is that I’m happy and blah all at the same time…we are funny creatures.
Other than that things are great. The weather was BEAUTIFUL today, I spent some of my lunch time walking the track by the river and reflecting and talking to God. It was so pretty outside, I’m more than ready for spring time.
Through it all God is good. He’s the best thing a person could have, and whatever He will for some of the situations in my life, then so be it. Selah.